I have been trying trying trying to be Positive this week because I want to refocus and stay on my diet 100%, the only nagging thing that bugs me still.. actually all the time, is my skin. I know I have come a really long way and I would never want to go back to looking like I did, but my skin makes me feel fat still. It is so ugly and makes me feel ugly!
I was sooo big that obviously loosing so much weight would have consequences on my body (most of them good healthy ones) but I have been left with sagging skin. I am a 'small fat person' rather than just a normal person. I can wear the smaller clothes and the inches have gone... but the skin, the thing that makes me look fat, is still there! EURGH!!
I dont want to be all blue and miserable.. and most of the time I'm not, but sometimes I cant help but feel a bit ugly and mingin! How can I ever expect someone to fall in love with me and fancy me if I am repulsed by myself?
Time to crack down the saving and start using my penny jar... You never know a few years time it could all change and I could be having a tummy tuck... crossing those fingers!
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